Scanxiety

Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death It’s that time again, blood tests, a round of scans, followed by a stressful, wait to see how much worse my cancer has become. No matter how many times I go thru this it is always the most stressful of times. SCANXIETY That wait between having a scan and receiving results it is always difficult.Continue reading “Scanxiety”

Results Day

Life. – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. Scanxiety I am currently on a 6-month PSA testing schedule. No matter how many times I receive my (latest) PSA results the build-up to it is always the same. For a minimum of two weeks prior to, and rightContinue reading “Results Day”

Terror – Receiving a Cancer Diagnosis

Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death 23rd December 2016 – 3.30PM 23rd December was to be my work Christmas Doo (party). An, after work, early start, (6.00pm) nothing extravagant, five work colleagues, party hats, hastily arranged, as usual, an overcooked, overpriced, conveyor belt, Christmas meal, followedContinue reading “Terror – Receiving a Cancer Diagnosis”