Guilt

Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. Dad Mum Only hours after dad had died, a nurse told Carol this…. Dad was recovering in hospital after a heart attack and then a pacemaker procedure. He was not well, turns out closer to death than everybody thought. In the end, heContinue reading “Guilt”

Nancy

Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. Dad ——————————————- Little Ant ————————————— Mum It was not my fault? It was not Mums fault either? My mother died aged 46. Something to do with her heart, recovering from one, of many, heart operations. I learned, quite recently,Continue reading “Nancy”

Terror

Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace 23rd December 2015 – 3.30PM 23rd December was to be my ‘works’ Christmas night out. An early start, nothing extravagant, five colleagues, party hats, the usual overpriced, hastily arranged, overcooked conveyor belt Christmas meal, a few drinks and early home. I had organised itContinue reading “Terror”