Life– Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death The fear of not being remembered, Athazagoraphobia. It’s a specific phobia characterized by an [intense] anxiety about being forgotten [or losing one’s memories], often stemming from concerns about mortality or the passage of time [drawing nearer to the end ofContinue reading “Athazagoraphobia”
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Good Luck
Life– Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death I woke up. Nothing unusual, my night-time pain meds had worn off and I needed to pee. It was still dark outside. I knew it was early, too early to get up, I’m guessing 6.00am ish? I am good atContinue reading “Good Luck”
Yippee Ki Yay Mother Fuckers
Life– Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death I have been juggling with heart issues for a while now. At first I thought I was imagining it? An extra breath or two after climbing stairs? An extra wheeze or two when washing the car? Or, it might be related toContinue reading “Yippee Ki Yay Mother Fuckers”
The ‘NHS’ Wheels Turn Slowly
Life– Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death Sick Note Me – Medical Update Advanced Prostate Cancer – Advanced to Lungs/other organs (Awaiting Further Scans to inform new treatment plan moving forward). Chronic Diabetes – Diabetic Neuropathy- Feet/legs Chronic Psoriasis/Eczema – Biweekly Immunosuppressant Injections Coronary Artery Disease – Mild MitralContinue reading “The ‘NHS’ Wheels Turn Slowly”
My Last (ever) Glastonbury?
Life– Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death Glastonbury 2025 Ticket Sale Sunday. A hapless nervous, Saturday night sleep. Fitful, despite, reassuring, alarms, “but what if I sleep in”? Glasto Tickets Sale – Always a tense affair. All or nothing, reward or not? Ecstatic if successful and devastation if not.Continue reading “My Last (ever) Glastonbury?”
The Station
Life– Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death “Relish the moment” Is a good motto. It isn’t the burdens of today that drive us mad. It is the regrets over yesterday and the fear of tomorrow. Regret and fear are twin thieves who rob us of today. Regret is reality,Continue reading “The Station”
Rachel Reeves Budget 2024
Life– Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. Where were you when Rachel Reeves delivered her inaugural Budget? The defeat of the Conservative Government just 100 days previous promised the end of a 14 year period of managed decline (austerity) for UK public services. The recent budget isContinue reading “Rachel Reeves Budget 2024”
Time to Sell
Life– Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. We [myself and Gail] have co-owned 65 cars together. Gail’s current daily, a sexy 595 Abarth is ‘Reynolds’ car number 63. The maintenance and administration of our cars is exclusively my domain. Over time I have built a close circleContinue reading “Time to Sell”
Sick Note Me
Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. I don’t usually post, specificity, regarding my own medical conditions. However, as many of my ‘closest’ will read my blogs it can be an effective way of keeping people up-to-date. It does feel a tad impersonal, this way, andContinue reading “Sick Note Me”
The Age of Entitlement?
Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. There has be much in the news and extending social ether lately about the recent, widespread, UK riots, looting and violent disorder triggered by the shocking and horrifying murders and stabbings in such an unlikely location, Southport, Merseyside. AContinue reading “The Age of Entitlement?”
Dying to Live 