Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. Pain My constant companion. I struggle to remember a time in my life without pain? Pain is a symptom of being hurt or sick. It is a negative sensation that is both physical and emotional. We only hurt when the brain actually assignsContinue reading “PAIN”
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Guilt
Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. Dad Mum Only hours after dad had died, a nurse told Carol this…. Dad was recovering in hospital after a heart attack and then a pacemaker procedure. He was not well, turns out closer to death than everybody thought. In the end, heContinue reading “Guilt”
Johnny Reynolds 1918-1987
Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. A nice man Dad If my Dad’s name ever came up in conversation, if you were to mention my dad to anyone, they would, immediately respond “Johnny Reynolds”, a lovely man’. Dad was a nice man, simple as that.Continue reading “Johnny Reynolds 1918-1987”
A Short Story About Death
Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. Death is very likely the single best invention of life (Jobs, 2005). “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” This particular quote has only recently hit my radar. ItContinue reading “A Short Story About Death”
A Story Of Love And of Loss
Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. A story about love and loss Steve Jobs, a modern day (digital), visionary, revolutionary, entrepreneur, inventor, teacher, father and husband, incredibly successful despite him dropping out from ‘college’. Jobs is on record as saying “he was lucky”, lucky, asContinue reading “A Story Of Love And of Loss”
Truck, Barter & Exchange
Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. transitive verb. 1 : to give in exchange : swap. 2 : to barter or dispose of by barter. intransitive verb. 1 : to exchange commodities : barter. The story of modern capitalism begins in 18th-century England, where conditions were just right toContinue reading “Truck, Barter & Exchange”
Growing Old
Growing old? Why is it that the only things getting stronger are the hairs inside my nose and the smell of my piss? Thanks for Reading. Peace
Nancy
Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. Dad ——————————————- Little Ant ————————————— Mum It was not my fault? It was not Mums fault either? My mother died aged 46. Something to do with her heart, recovering from one, of many, heart operations. I learned, quite recently,Continue reading “Nancy”
Improvised Scripts
Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. Emotional Ignorance You don’t know me ’cause I’m from a different ageAnd you can’t see me ’cause I live in a different ageAnd you can hurt me but you wouldn’t know what to sayBut you should believe me, ourContinue reading “Improvised Scripts”
44 Not Out
Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. How we met 44 years ago 7th May 1977 (a Saturday). Jeff, my longest friend and I were on a night out to celebrate his first week at Fords, Halewood. Those days workers were paid weekly. Cash, pound notes,Continue reading “44 Not Out”
Dying to Live 