Me, Myself & I

Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace

I am dying…,


Lets face it we all are?

Difference is I, kind of, know when

I have and do think about dying, it’s hard (for me) not to.

Do I think about it a lot?

Yes, I probably do?

Sometimes more than other times…. But perhaps, surprisingly, not always negatively.

I have learnt many things since I found out.

Some things which I probably would never have considered or at least not to any meaningful level. Things that might be worth sharing (mainly) with the millions of others who find themselves in the same boat as myself today, tomorrow, the next day ….. and the next.

Since starting this process, only a month in I have realised that I have included some practical advice, my own research that might help others who have an interest, a connection with prostate cancer. Some of which I wish I had known at the beginning of my prostate journey….

What has ANY of this got to do with you? You’r not dying?

That’s ok everybody’s welcome.

Maybe reading about what I have learnt will help you, if not now, in the future? If not you, somebody close to you, someone you care about?

It will certainly help me to believe it might.

Thanks for reading.


Published by Riff

Husband to my inspirational, (long suffering,) wife Gail, father to two, amazing (adult) children, Aubrey & Perri, teacher, former guitarist. When I started this blog I quickly became granda(r) to my beautiful, first grandson Henderson. Grandparenting, something I was relishing but had began to believe I would not get to experience. I now have three incredible grandsons, Henderson, Fennec and just days ago Nate. I Love people. I love my family, my incredible friends, I have love(d) what I do (my Job), I love Music, Glastonbury Festival, Cars, Everton .... I love many things but, most of all, I fucking love life.

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