Guilt

Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. Dad Mum Only hours after dad had died, a nurse told Carol this…. Dad was recovering in hospital after a heart attack and then a pacemaker procedure. He was not well, turns out closer to death than everybody thought. In the end, heContinue reading “Guilt”

Nancy

Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. PAIN. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death. Dad ——————————————- Little Ant ————————————— Mum It was not my fault? It was not Mums fault either? My mother died aged 46. Something to do with her heart, recovering from one, of many, heart operations. I learned, quite recently,Continue reading “Nancy”

Terror – Receiving a Cancer Diagnosis

Life – Terror. Ecstasy. Fight. Denial. Flight. Failure. Forgiveness. Reconciliation. Hope. Love. Peace – Death 23rd December 2016 – 3.30PM 23rd December was to be my work Christmas Doo (party). An, after work, early start, (6.00pm) nothing extravagant, five work colleagues, party hats, hastily arranged, as usual, an overcooked, overpriced, conveyor belt, Christmas meal, followedContinue reading “Terror – Receiving a Cancer Diagnosis”